However, on a lighter note, after 18 years of living I have finally plucked up the courage to open up to family members (dad, step-mum and older sister) about my ‘love life’. Sounds so cringey and cheesy but with the amount of issues I have regarding ‘relationships’ it was quite a big step to admit that I’m talking to a boy that I really quite like. Even if he does drive me up the fucking wall, I’m sure I do the same to him with my high maintenance. lol.
(next step, meet the parents, bit soon, yikes)
I’m very much a part-timer with all this posting, I know but I am super busy at the moment trying to see everyone before I go to Uni as well as buy the things that I need for Uni. (As I’m typing this I am literally feeling so nervous and sick, like a butterfly/heart aching kind of sick)
I move on Sunday 28th. It is now the evening of Monday the 22nd. Moving day is coming closer and sooner than I thought it would. In all honesty I’m not quite sure whether I want to leave at all any more. It is all such abysmal timing.
Today, the estimated life remaining for Malcolm (my Step-Grandad) has gone from weeks to days. It has been warned that he may not even make it until next week. Therefore I’m really not sure whether I want to leave the family when they will all be going through such heartbreak and turmoil. There is enough going on without the added heartache of that and two less family members around to turn to.
I know I was all ‘ooo i’ll post more frequently’ and then I pretty much just haven’t but I do try lol.
I’ve been quite busy over the past week or so. My freshers starts quite a while after everyone else’s it seems. So whilst I’m still in the process of beginning to buy things for my new home, my friends have already moved into theirs!
However, over the last week I have been to two interviews, for the same job.. at asda. The first one was ‘asda magic’ which is a group interview looking for individual’s personalities - I passed that round! They liked my personality and I got called back for a 1-1 interview - i have everything crossed so hard that I have got the job as I absolutely refuse to be a skint student!!!!